Named Niki, 20 years of experience, learning life in Canada. In love with one of the most amazing guy. Wild at heart, stubborn as hell, strong in faith & free spirited. Grew up a coal miner's granddaughter, and a truckers daughter.

Johnny Cash, Loretta Lynn, Waylon Jennings, Hank Williams & Miranda Lambert, Jason Aldean, Alan Jackson.

Rest in peace Jake, memory lane will always be up in my headlights.


Usually I am so proud of where I came from, being a coal miner’s grand daughter and a truckers daughter. But lately it has literally been causing a halt in this damn future of mine.

I learnt the value of a dollar when I was young, living off partidge, kraft dinner and toast to get by most of the days when dad couldn’t bring home enough money. But now that we are more stable it seems our past is haunting us more then ever.

I can’t even find a co-signer within my family who will sign my line of credit, why? Not because they don’t want to, its because they can’t. Mom and dad are still in bankruptcy, Uncle and aunt are fighting not to lose their house, and grandma and grandpa? Lets not even get into that one.

Most of my other family is to distant, snobby or also unable to. How in hell bells can I even move down there, if I can’t even get the loan that will help me MOVE down there.

WHY.. just WHY?

why are the obstacles coming after I already locked basically everything in?





I think it’s time to kill for our women

Time to heal our women, be real to our women
And if we don’t we’ll have a race of babies
That will hate the ladies, that make the babies
And since a man can’t make one
He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one

“Rap is just noise”

what has rap become


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